I wrote this song when I was in North Carolina visiting my dad and my partner was across the country back home in the bay area. I had just fallen deeply in love with this person and they were all I could think about- being in the present moment with anyone else was out the window and I basically had hearts in my eyes. This song is about being far away from someone you really want to be next to and feed fruit to and hold hands with. We were only away from each other for a couple of weeks but we sent letters back and forth, and in one my partner actually sent a lock of his hair, a piece of paper with his spit and blood on it, and a circle that was labeled "my soul". So it kind of felt like a scratch and sniff of his entire being and was very comforting at the time. This song also dwells on the idea of being terrified of being so attached to someone and trying to remember the Buddhist ideal that attachment is suffering, but not really even caring about that anymore because I was so in love. This is definitely the most upbeat song I've written, and the "bop bop bop"s were my bassist Mayya Feygina's idea. I thought it was fun and added a bouncy element to it and sent the song in an even happier direction so I decided to keep them. Drummer Sam Jones played congas and tambourine on it, keeping the bounciness going.